i have an interview

tonight, the first and only real tangible opportunity for a job since january and it has my head spinning.  the interview is with a company that i formally worked with and a company whom quite honestly i would love to work for again, the fact that they even called me for an interview makes me happy and excited.  they treated me really really well, and in return i worked really really hard for them but i enjoyed working hard for them- something that has been lacking in my career as of lately.  they support their employees and respect them, offer them oppportunities and mentor them.  they have exciting large projects and are multi-disiplinary so they can take hits harder and risks more often.  did i already say that it is a great company?

so i am not really sure how you go on an interview with a company that you’ve already worked at.  one of the two people conducting the interview knows me, and i know that they’ve already gotten the low-down on me from other people in the company- so its weird because it is new, yet very familiar.  its hard to know how comfortable to be with these people- or i guess more accuratley put- how comfortable they are going to be with me.

i have a few worries in my mind already about why i wouldn’t get the job.  one of them is because of a computer software that i have little to no experience in.  but the mr. says that its a mute point and that i shouldn’t worry about it.  that i have experience in the software, just not this program, and he promises me that he will teach it to me and i will learn quickly (which i completely belive).  i jus thope that this one thing doesn’t kill the opportunity to work with them again.

everything is moving so fast all the sudden with the on set of this interview.  its like my life went from slow motion to light speed, it has me going in so many directions at once that i am starting to feel like i don’t know which end is up.

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